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silent morning..wake up and ur not by my side.. [25 Oct 2002|05:34pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | I Need Love-LL Cool J ]

yea i tried updating last night but the f'n thing froze up on me..grr to u livejournal *Rawr* lol.

So..whats new..well here's wut i learned in school since wednesday: cornrows, french braids, fishtails, perm rods and that i can dress up as whatever i want on halloween..woo hoo! im definately being a fairy. Im gonna get alicia to do my makeup..im gonna be all sparkly n my hair is gonna be all curly hehe im xcited.

Tomorrow is livemodel day. Christian is coming in for a hair dye. Im xcited to bring him to my school. It should be a fun day. And then tomorrow night we are seeing Jackass. And sunday we are gonna cuddle :)~

omg guess wut people! My mom is actually letting him sleep over. Very shocking..im so xcited tho. He's goin out wit his boys and then coming over here tonight..and i get to sleep in his arms..thats so awesome. I love sleeping in his arms..its such a good feeling..aww hehe.

he told me that i should take a nap now cuz im cranky..but i dunno..i dont like taking naps..and i can never fall asleep. So ill prolly jus stay online for a bit..and then go get a shower n stuff. Im not goin out tho cuz i have school..n its too cold..n blah.

So ill ttyl
xoxo

"I wanna kiss you hold you never scold you just love you
suck on you neck, caress you and rub you
Grind moan and never be alone
if you're not standing next to me you're on the phone
Can't you hear it in my voice, I need love bad"
(( i love this song..its so sweet!!))
::I need love-LL Cool J:: ....oh so hot!! LoL

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ahahah lmao [24 Oct 2002|09:52pm]
haha krissy..thanx for this one..lol

the average blue whale produces over 400 gallons of sperm when it ejaculates, but only 10% of that actually makes it into its mate. so 360 gallons of sperm is spilled into the ocean everytime one unloads and u wonder why the ocean is so salty
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hmm..this is definately true [22 Oct 2002|05:59pm]

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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haha lmao...ok... [21 Oct 2002|10:20pm]
I have issues with...
nature
children
men
travel
health
Take Word Association Test
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wow.. [21 Oct 2002|10:06pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | im watchn crossing jordan ]

I jus found this one someone's website..n i thought it wuz good..

Our continental mistake is that we do not concentrate on the present day, the actual hour of our life: we live in the past or in the future; we are continually expecting the coming of some special moment when our life will unfold itself in its full significance. And we do not notice that life is flowing like water right through our fingers...

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hehe [21 Oct 2002|07:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Unpretty-TLC ]


Which stupid Avril are you?
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randomness n stuff like that.. [21 Oct 2002|07:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | I wish you were here-Incubus ]

ok..im bored..so here's some lyrics n stuff i can either relate to..or like em alot...

"blurry"~Puddle of Mudd


Puddle Of Mudd
Blurry

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

((im sure u can guess who that is about))

"Iris"~Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

((everytime i hear this song i cry))

::more to come::

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oooh brr its chilly :) [21 Oct 2002|06:13pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | End of the Road-Boyz II men ]

I had sloppy joe for dinner :) My daddy bought me bbq frito's..yummy!! N i took socks for a walk..its cold out there..so now im in my basement being all warm n stuff.

Christian stopped by after school..i wuz havn a bad day..n i wuz all upset n all..n its amazing how in one hug it jus all disappears..i really love him..i do :) N it dont matter how many girls he kisses..cuz i still love him :)

ok i think i should really go do my homework..n i want more friends on my list..no one leaves me comments :(

PS~I really really want Crossroads on tape :/

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i actually had a good weekend..woo!! [21 Oct 2002|01:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Time n time again-papa roach ]

yes well i had a fun weekend..it went by kinda slow n kinda fast..jus blah.

Saturday~we did highlights in school :) i love doin highlights there fun! lol..n i did good. um..we got let out early..at 2:00. That was a relief. So i got home n called chris so we could make plans. N we decided to go to neshaminy and go to the movies. So i called shelle n christa and we got our plans set. Robbie n them were supposed to come..but they didnt. So me christian, michelle, n christa all went to neshaminy n shopped. Well i only had 5 dollars so i jus followed lol. So we ate at the food court..that wuz five dollars right there. So then we shopped ..n chris bought me a tinkerbell shirt from hot topic :) it's soo cute! hehe. and then he bought my ticket cuz i had no moneys :) he's such a sweetheart lol. So we saw the transporter..it wuz good..but i wuz so tired i wuz falln asleep. So i got home at like 12:30 and jus went right to bed.

Sunday~well chris wanted to go to the mall by himself after church. N my mom n sister were goin to cherry hill..so i jus went wit them ..i called chris from my cell and he wuznt even goin shoppin cuz his dad wanted him to do shit around the house. So that wuz that. So..hm..i got 2 pair of stretchy flair pants from macy's, a baby blue n white turtleneck sweater and a blue n yellow n white striped shirt from aeropostale. Very cuteness!! lol. then we went to a halloween store cuz my sister needed a costume so i got a faery wand to add to my wings :) very very cute. So i finally got home at 6 and went right over chris's. I layed in his room while he went to blockbuster, and hten he came home..n we ate n watched blade 2 and then went upstairs in his room to lay down. Aww hehe we both fell asleep..we were layn in his bed n last think i remember wuz watchn unbreakable..and then i wake up at like 12 and he's sleepn..so i woke him up..n i had to leave :( i didnt want to cuz i love sleeping in his arms. But im seeing him 2morrow so its all ducky.

well that wuz my weekend. I have to do homework n walk the puppy. Um..thats it i guess lol

ttyl
xoxo

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im tired :( n i dont wanna go to school tomorrow :( [18 Oct 2002|10:35pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | dreaming of you-selena ]

Yes..im xhausted n i dont know why im on this thing. I should be sleeping right now lol.I have to get up at 7! and i dont wanna :(

Welp i got home from school at about 4:30. Then christa came over n i did her hair for her father/daughter dance. It looked really cute..she has sooo much f'n hair..wow lol. IT took almost 2 hours haha. But its all ducky. Then shelle called me so her dad dropped me, her n fro off at neshaminy..we met up wit her friend Jamie..n jus chilled there. I got pixie fairy wings from hot topic:) there purple n all sparkly..i cant wait to wear them on halloween. Hehe me n chris are givn out candy..aww im gonna look so cute lol. N im sure he'll love it :) im his lil tinkerbell lol.
hm..oh yea i got this black shirt from charlotte russe..its all sparkly..i love it.. :)

now im home n i think im goin to bed.

Im goin bowling 2morrow night wit Chris, shelle, christa, mike n maybe jim..it should be fun n im real xcited. I wanna see my Christian :( I wish he wuz here right now..im in a cuddly mood n i wanna sleep in his arms..damn school :(

oh well im gonna go..ttyl
xoxo

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*rawr* grr..meow [16 Oct 2002|09:12pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Ok..uh..livejournal and deadjournal have both been sucking 2nite n im gettn really really really aggitated.

Oh...and did u know Jill is such a bitch. and that she gets in teh way of things..and im a whore..n all that good stuff. Lol...cuz i am..and apparently certain girls like to put that in the journal and nothave the balls to say it to my face..nice isnt it??

welp im out for now
ttyl
xoxo

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ooooh were livin on a prayer..ohh!! [16 Oct 2002|06:07pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Time and Time again-Papa Roach ]

lol woo hoo! Ok i had soo much fun in school today lol..

the seniors were graduating so each class had to give them sumthing. One class got a poem off line, another class made cards and another class made a cd for each of them. But our class wuz prolly the best lol. 2 kids in our class got the song Livn on a prayer by bon jovi and rewrote the lyrics so they had to do with cutting hair n stuff. And our whole class got up in front of hte graduation and sang for them. It wuz soo fun. I love school lol.

well yesterday wuz kinda blah. This crappy weather is kinda kool tho. Chris came over to type an essay and he wrote it about sumthin that he's suprising me wit..n im not allowed to read it :( its all ducky tho cuz its a good suprise. But then we cuddled n he had to go home n study so i walked socks.

Well right now im doin basically nothing. Im trying to download songs but kazaa is bein a jerk so i dunno. But i think im gonna walk socks now..im gonna get payed on friday :) and i think im gonna look for butterfly or faerie wings that i can wear for when me n chris give out candy on halloween night. Well if i know u and ur trick or treatn..come by my house n ill hook ya up wit lots of candy lol.

ttyl
xoxo

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ahahaha aol is funny.. [14 Oct 2002|04:43pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | aerials-s.o.a.d. ]

ok..i downloaded aol 8.0. Its awesome haha. I have a wallpaper on my IM and lol..its jus really really silly :)

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help me help me!! [14 Oct 2002|03:34pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | luv u better-LL Cool J ]

if anyone..i mean ANYONE knows how to make those damn icon thingys for my journal..could u please help me cuz i want one n dont know how to make em..so help!!

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yuumm wawa iced tea... [14 Oct 2002|01:23pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Hate every beautiful day-Sugarcult ]

yes im sittn here *boredom* ::sigh:: n im drinkn muh wawa iced tea i got yesterday :)

well saturday night i went to roosevelt wit shelle n went to wendy's again lol. N jus walked around. Thats beginning to become a regular saturday night for me n her lol.

Yesterday(sunday) was a really fun day. I went over <3Christian's house hehe. When i first got there he wuz playn playstation..then i convinced him to get a shower n wake himself up and walk wit me to wawa..he actually did lol. Then he got moneys and we planned to go to the movies. So we jus chilled at his house for hte day cuz the movie didnt start till 8. Well later that day..Edd, shelle, fro n kev all showed up..so they were all chilln. Edd wuz home for the day so i wuz happy bout that. n aud n joel were there so we kinda jus goofed off for a lil whiles. Then christian made me eggies. So i ate..they left and then me n him jus watched tv n stuff. Then audy found a piece of metal in her cheesesteak..eww. SO we walked back up to mayfair n got her a new one. Accidents happen i guess lol. THen we ran into mike. So he came to the movies wit us. We saw knockaround guys..it wuz alright..the only really interesting part wuz the end..n the fact taht hottie vin diezal is in htat movie. So then we got home..n me n Chris went in his room and "watched" Jason X. I swear that is the dumbest movie i ever saw in my life. We didnt even really watch it...it wuz that dumb lol. I guess i got home at like 1 and then went right to bed. N now im here..being bored as nething! so uh..im gonna go walk my dog..thats always fun lol.

ttyl
xoxo

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i thought the day would never come [12 Oct 2002|04:02pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | lose yourself-eminem ]

well..im shocked...i actually like the eminem song..lose yourself or sumthing like that. Im scared :( lol n i actually wanna see his new movie..oh geez. When i told chris he almost had a heart attack haha. people lol.

ttyl
xoxo

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hheeeeeeyyyyy peoples!! [12 Oct 2002|03:57pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | The Middle-Jimmy Eat World ]

well im havn a good day n stuff. Well last night at like 7:30ish i got bored n i called chris n wuz like "halloween is comn on..ya wanna come over n watch it" n he wuz like
"well im playn a game right now..and then im gonna go watch a movie..but u can come over here" so i got to see him last night :) n it wuznt even planned lol. We jus cuddled..like always hehe.

today i had my livemodel. Michelle came in n i cut her hair n gave her a stress relief massage. She said she had fun lol..n i got an "A" so im happy.

Right now im waitn for the clothes in the dryer to dry..so i can put the clothes in the washer in the dryer lol. N i have to wait for michelle to get home from her game..n then i shall go out. N im goin over chris's tomorrow. I dont know what we are doin tho..oh well..im gonna go

ttyl
xoxo

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*boredom* [11 Oct 2002|06:26pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | My December-Linkin Park ]


What kind of punk kid are you?

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koolness


How Emotional Are You?

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hm..ya think??

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uh...k?? [11 Oct 2002|06:07pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | she f*cking hates me-Puddle of Mudd ]


Who are you most likely to fuck

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hm.. [11 Oct 2002|06:04pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | she f*cking hates me-puddle of mudd ]

*ponders*

me n my sister prolly have the craziest relationship ever. One minute she is the biggest *biotch* ever...n the next its like omg hey super perkiness..its frightening..but i guess all sisters are like that..i dunno.

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xoxo

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